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So, in the middle of just not doing a thing at all, and actually doing something I got bored. I read a bit, I did a bit, watched telly a bit (more than a bit), and catched up on life and stuff.

… so Dave Matthews Band rocks…

I re-discovered some DMB songs that rock: lyrics-wise and music-wise. Too bad I left before the Gorge concert. Damn.

I am hooked to the Listener Supported DVD. I got a dvd audio ripper, so I’ll get those songs on my Zune soon (ha!).

…so we got new blinds…

Walking around naked in the house is awesome… until you live in a new apartment with no blinds. Our blinds are awesome… they have this ‘nature’ feeling.

Our apartment is just perfect for us: small – not cramped, cool, but warm during the winter, and I just want to make it beautiful because N and I live there – It’s an awesome feeling to actually feel at home without roommates or strangers behaving like zombies; suddenly everything is serious, but with all the fun you can get. N rocks… and well… I do too. No more pseudo-emotional bullshit.

…so we’re all in…

Bed, telly, my chair, everything… even the carpet where my drums used to be. One thing is missing, but after that’s been taken care off, it’ll be perfect.

…so saudade…

…the long days, and crazy-short nights from the summer. What if every summer could be as awesome as last? What if the future seems so bright, and happy, and shiny? Seems unreal still. Just as sleep comes to the heart when the body gives up, this sort of drunken love comes to my mind when I see the beautiful green eyes and I think of the pizza at our place.

In fact several people know the place as well, just that they don’t know how important it is to me. I’m sure I’ll see that place at least once again… my mind just keeps planning..

FYI… my brownies were awesome. Chewy on the inside, and just a touch of crunchy on the outside…. And with Ghirardelli’s chocolate… oh so very San Francisco when I was 10.

… so eventually you have to do something in life…

Just for the fun of it. In a masochistic kind of way, I am having quite some fun. I know HTML is not that fun, but the things I’m doing with all the bureaucracy I have to move is guaranteed to make me a better project manager.

My current “project” is just perfect for my master-plan… either way will give me what I want on the long run… it’s either the abilities, or the opportunity. I do have a reason to get up every morning.

…so I’m off again…

I don’t know when I will be here again, but this blog is far from dead… my head is working and my body seems to follow for the first time…

Hope life catches you well,

J

P.S. I’m working on some subversive projects… you’ll hear them soon… when they get out of the oven; I’m sure some of them will make you smile. Not “subversive” as in pseudo-fashion…. “subversive” as in “I want to change the world from the inside… using brains, some creativity, and work”.

…at least I promise more than one episode…

Oh, and the title comes from the Cornelius CD.